Saturday, January 31, 2009

Truely

Everyone keeps asking me how i am..
i reply that im great
the truth?
well i truely think that i am not fine
i feel as though my whole life has turned upside down in like seconds
i feel as though there is nothing that is ever going to make it go back
i feel like something has been taken from me
forever

i truely have no idea how i feel
all i know is that its not great

3 comments:

beka said...

hey stacey, just so you know.
I TRULY love you!
you're the best ever.
and we had fun times at parachute.
and i love your blue mascara!
you're the coolest chicky ever ever ever tehe.
xxx
beka

beka said...

Hey Stacey..
they ask but they cannot be there inside your pain, inside your brokenness; still they care.. we care.. this is not an end it is a new beginning, the start of a whole new part of your life.. one of the stepping stones you have to take to being all you can be.. beginnings are not very often easy.
we don't know what to do or how to act and how to deal with all the unfamiliar stuff.. shadows of yesterday block out the sunlight of today. just keep walking through your days.. keep holding on to those things and people that are good and fun and loving and strengthening in your life and, not straight away..feel the pain but don't let it own you. one day you'll look back at this time and say "hey! i'm ok! i made it through.."
i'll be praying for you and you know, if i ask, its because i love you and you, yes YOU! Stacey, you are an awesome and amazing girl and there are great things destined for you. hold on..
hold on.
xoMe (Kiri)

beka said...

somewhere in that comment i left the punctuation is wrong so it doesn't make sense but i hope you can make sense of it anyway..
sorry
xoMe (Kiri)