this suck
ahh yesterday i had work at twelve which ment i wouldnt be able to see my exam results till i had finished
six hours later and im almost running home in my long work pants and top in like almost 30 degree temp(okay i not actually sure what it was maybe less)
the first thing i do is go to the computer
man i was soo gutterd
i tried so hard and studied and even sat by myself in some classes to work
ahhh why did i put so much effort into what i know i couldnt do
i had 15 papers
and only passed 4
that means i didnt pass 11
11 papers
i thought i was doing soo well
ahh makes me so angry at myself
then my friend who actually did better then me was upset at herself so i forgot about me and thought about her
but then it made me feel like everything she said about herself she was saying back too me not because thats what she thought of me but because i must be waay more stupid and waay more dumb than she says she is
ahhh i wish that i could get away from having to go to school and tests and exams
im just not good enough for it all
2 comments:
awwww stacey! i'm sending you a gigantic hug! you passed four!!! that's four you passed!
if it is any comfort i failed heaps of mine too. i only just got 80 credits.
you're not stupid ok ok ok? don't believe that! what matters is that you tried. anyway sometimes exams are the worst place to test you because you get so nervous. it doesn't really mean you're stupid one bit!
p.s. i love you
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