its like..

i cant eat
i cant sleep
i dont feel
its like im empty
but i cant explain it
its like
im sad,mad,,worried,confused,scared,unsure,angry,hurt,lonely
but im kinda happy
its strange

one day

one day soon ill change the world

its beem so long..

and lots has happened
i feel i have become a new person
im stronger
i dont want to get my hopes up but its like everything is falling into place

realisation

i never realised that things can change in an instant
sometimes good
sometimes bad
sometimes things that you thought would always stay the same
i never realised untill now

getting there

shes starting to accept that maybe she is not as good as she used to be

leave it..

im over it

calling in sick

it started as nothing
then next thing its crazy
im sure that there is more to this than some hayfever that ive never goten before
i dont know
im not a doctor
but just so you know im calling in sick