calling in sick

it started as nothing
then next thing its crazy
im sure that there is more to this than some hayfever that ive never goten before
i dont know
im not a doctor
but just so you know im calling in sick

maybe im overreacting

i am through with you
im ignoring your texts
im not listening when you speak
its over
im finished
ive had enough
i tried to be nice
but you shoved it in my face
so its over
i know it sounds childish but maybe thats what im like
maybe im overreacting
maybe im acting like im five
maybe im just trying to hold on
when really i should be letting go

it lies..

the mirror can lie
doesnt show you whats inside
and it it can tell you your full of life
its amazing what you can hide
just by putting on a smile

i admit

im scared
no wait im terrified
but its okay
i think...

beautiful

look up at the stars
they are soo beautiful
alone its just this tiny speck in the sky
but when you step back and see them all up in the sky then its amazing

i wish..

i wish i could find the words that would let you know your worth