wow wheres the time gone
i dont have time too blog anymore
i dont have time too have a life anymore
if i didnt have too sleep then i could get everything i needed too done
i hate time
i hate how you have too be somewhere at a certain time
about this time last week everything was perfect
seriously i was loveing everything
one thing that was tiny little changed that
and then something else happend
and then i failed yet another test
and then i was asked about my plans far next year
well thats just got me in a spin
truely ive forgotten about anything else that has made me confused or upset
im trying too figure out next year
i had it all planed out
i was going to go off too uni
get my degree
then be a teacher in a small town
have a few kids
then go back to taching
and then sometime after that travel to africa
and then come back and live happiley ever after
but now...
now i want too not do that
well eventually yes bu not now
i just want some time
i wan too go off and work for a year and then do uni in 2011
i want too quit school and leave the failing tests behind
leave the catty girls behind
but its too fimiliar and so im scared
im scared tha whatever i do ill end up on the street or something
im scared that ill loose everything if i make the wrong choice
or worse im scared that ill loose some things and they will be thie things that i cant live without
i need some time too think
i need some time too breathe
i need some time too escape
1 comment:
hey stacey
i just want to encourage you, i felt just the same as you last year. i'd had all these plans about what i was going to do with my life, and then things happened and i knew that i didn't want to do any of that anymore. i just didn't know what to do and i felt so lost. but i think that you have to be lost to be found...
jeremiah 29:11 says "for i know the plans i have for you, plans to prosper you, plans to give you a hope and a future"
God has got something big in store for you, and i think that no matter what you do, he will never let you fall beyond his reach. he's always going to look after you!
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