new year

today is the last day of 2008
oh my gosh its gone so fast i cannot believe it

every new years i always make a umm i cant remeber that word lol
but anyway mine was to keep my room tidy, to be good and to have a relationship with god.im sure there was other parts too
humm well i didnt keep any of them well i kept my room tidy some days and i tried to be good..humm guess it dosent count.
this year my new years thing is to get into uni well work hard at school so i can get the qualifacations to go to uni

man to tell the truth im soo scared about next year
everything is going to change in such big ways
i was so just getting used to the way that things were this year

i want next year to be the year that im happy
i want to be able to not care about others opinions about me
i want to be able to feel good just being me
i want to feel like im pretty without makeup or worring about my hair
i want to make a diference
i want to learn random things just because i can
i want to smile without a reason
i want to get a camera and take lots of photos and make a scrapbook
i want to keep all my friends
i want to be able to sit and do nothing
i want to be in a relationship with god

maybe i shouldnt want so much things thats a bit selfish
but i really think all that would make my year great
i think though it means i have to do some serious changes of myself

twenty-o-nine
here the new mecomes