regret a good thing

i have too tell you that i dont want you to come down with me
you dont deserve too

last night was silly as i think there is seriously something wrong with me cause i get sad for no reason and i wont talk to anyone
so i decided to turn to what i knew would cheer me up
it wasnt ment to go any further
it was good for then but hasnt helped me anyway now

just because..

Today i feel like im just one mistake away from you leaving me this way..

i feel like this for no reason
ive lost hope
ive lost the strength to fight
ive lost the truth
but nothing has happened to make me feel like this
i just do

"Circus" by Britney Spears

The All-Eyes-On-Me-In-The-Centre-Of-The-Ring type. You love, you have to be; the centre of attention! Your life is full of drama, in fact, they may be basing a soap opera on it, so your just loving the attention. At times, people believe your life is actually a fiction book playing out before their eyes. In the words of Britney Spears "All Eyes On Me In The Centre of The Ring, Just Like A Circus!" Live your life up, but don't over work it!

i just done this quiz on face book on what my life song is and this is what i got

..

i cant believe how far ive fallen

ahh

ahhh i have too tell you
why did she have to say
everyone thinks its her
i hate it so much

its out there now

she said what i wanted to say
and its true
i just cant say it too you

lies wore

if you told me that i was going to get hurt i would of not believed you
i would of thought you were lieing to me so that i would lose something important at that point of time
i would of thought you were crazy
i would have thought you hated me
i would of thought that you hated them
i would of been so angry at you
i would have decided not to talk to you
i would hate you

i would not have realised that you had background info

i would not have realise that you cared

i would not have realised you were telling the truth

i would not have realised anyone but me

i would not have realised the hurt you were going through

i would not have realised the ammount of times you wanted to yell

i would not have realised you wanted to protect me

seeing it from another prospective makes me realise that sometime people actually dont want to hurt you. being in the oter persons shoes are harder than i thought all you want to do is protect your friend but they dont see that. if someone tells us something that we dont want to be true then we ignore it and then cut that person away from us because its easier to do that then face the truth

'the truth hurts, but the lies worse'