the 7 things i hate about today

today has been one of those days thats like arghh
summary
*got my school report
*got blamed for something i didnt do
*got heaps of mean texts
*my friend hates me
*i been thinking about things wayy too much
*i saw something today which reminded me of something bad and scary and almost cried at work
*i dont have a clue where anyone has gone so im alone
so thats seven things just like that for today
and trust me the list could go on
i soo just want too scream or do something crazyly silly right now

yes, no, maybe so?

people have been telling me things that they observe and im starting to think i might be giving people mixed messages
particually guys
well this is not a good thing
although at the time i dont even notice what im doing which could be a bad thing in the long run
when you feel better doing or saying things should you think about how it could effect the other person or be 'leading them on'
i really dont see anything bad with my what people call 'flirting'
but turns out everyone else does

happy times

today i went on a walk
i got up at half five and it was real dark so i was scared so i sat in bed and waited till a bit after six when it wasnt pitch black haha there was even still some stars up in the sky while i was walking cool aye
then because chris said last night he wanted to join me i let him and it was different when your with someone else
haha we herd some roosters crowing actually heaps were going off and then even a cow
but it was too cloudy too see the sun rise as good as i usally do..but thats okay
then me and nicole did the breakfast club at school and had 11 people come which was waay more than the last time we did it when no one turned up lol
this afternoon i brought a bed spreed for my bed and im quite liking it because i have been wanting it for ages and it was finally half price cause i didnt want too pay $60 for it lol
then when i was walking home i saw a rainbow and then another one a bit away from it which made my day
and well in all this happy stuff there was somethings that bring me down but lets not go into all that because im happy now
:)
ohh and im getting my hair cut tomorrow which i still dont know what i want too get sone too it lol but ill figure something out

long time no see

hehe gosh its been a while
well i dont have much time too post much
but wow church camp was awesome
someone told me something that i shall keep forever
something that makes me soo happy to know

if i were a boy..

sometimes i wish i was a guy

there life seems soo much easier

although i could be wrong?

girls like fight about everything

they are seriouly the worst thing in the world

they bitch about everything

talking about eachother behind backs is got too be the worst though

i have been on both sides of the 'backstabbing'

and i absolutely never realised what it does too a person

everytime you say something bad about someone it makes that person sink that little bit lower

even if you think they dont know what your say they always find out

when you find out what people say about you it makes you feel all these types of things

you kinda lose yourself

nothing makes sense to you anymore and then you like beleive the things that those other people say

and then you get like real paranoid and think everyone is saying mean things about you

and then you dont believe the nice things and you feel like people are making fun of you when they say it

then everything just goes downhill

if there is one ting that i could say too people it would be that

never talk mean about people behind there back because you dont know what is going on with that person you dont know how its affecting them you have absolutly no idea oh yeah and if you feel like talking about others will make you invisable from that happening too you well im sorry but you are wrong

trust me i found out the hard way today

flip away

when everythin turns around what do you do
do you try too turn it back the other way
or do you let it fun itself and see what happens

Sseeventtteeen

yes im 17 today
which is quite exciting
ive had the coolest day today
hehe at work on the loud speaker it said
stacey from cold shelf...happy birthday
that was quite cool lol
then lots of people that wouldnt usally even say hello too me said happy bithday
yay
and even though i said i didnt want any presents i got heaps yay
this is going too be a good year